What if you cant make yourself happy.

hey guys

sorry i haven't been writing for a really long time.

fuckin school issues.

I feel really exhausted.

Because of school,

because of training,

because of everything.

Sometimes, I wish I could say 

'Just, step off. 

I can't take it anymore.'

But a voice inside me is talking to me

saying 'don't give up'.

And I listen to it.

I obey.

I wont give up my sweet swimming training.

I wont give up my school.

I wont give up anything in my life.

I will try for the best. 

x